Marini Naturals founder Michelle Ntalami has revealed what led her to salvation.
In a video premiered on her You Tube channel, Michelle narrated about the times she felt heartbroken and let down by people close to her.
She mentioned going through a lot of disappointment betrayal and rejection that led her to feeling unloved.
“For a long time, for the most part of my life, it has been plagued with a lot of heartbreak and rejection especially from people I consider very close to me, and generally speaking, just heartbreak from human interactions, even those I’m not close with,” Michelle said.
The businesswoman revealed that she went through therapy and tried all ways possible to deal with her problems, but it bore no fruits.
“I always thought I dealt with it, I did therapy, I continued on with life every time I would get heartbroken, you know, get betrayed by someone close to me, or abandoned, I would do the work by my own strength. My main coping mechanism was to disassociate with that person or experience,” she said.
It was in August 2023 when she came to the realization that she was slipping into a dark place, and it felt like she was hitting rock bottom as per her narration.
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Michelle Ntalami Shares Her Troubles
Michelle stated that the feeling of emotional pain which came as a result of everything she had gone through in her life took a toll on her.
“Last year, I realized that I am actually slipping. I realized that it’s almost like I was hitting rock bottom and I felt like the pain was taking a toll on me,” she stated.
As such she recalls questioning God and asking whether humans were put on earth to go through pain, heartache, suffering, abuse and then die.
The Marini Naturals founder narrated a previous instance where she was alone in the house and heard scary voices in her head telling her it’s the end.
“I recall this one time I was by myself in that moment, and I heard very scary voices or thoughts in my head telling me that this is the end of my life, my best days are behind me, and I can forget about ever having a bright future and I could just see so much darkness,” she said.
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However, she clarified that she was not suicidal rather she felt a sense of death.
Visions & Encounter with God
Ntalami said her life changed when she called out to God, crying for help and salvation.
“In a sense I was telling the Lord, please receive my spirit and where I’ll go after this life, please make sure I am with you, if you are indeed real, please just receive me,” she narrated.
“In an instant, I felt the most overpowering rush of love and light engulf me! A thunderous, beautiful voice called my name “Michelle” 3 times. He blinded me and threw me to the floor. In that moment, knew I was in the presence of the Lord! Then God said, ‘Yes, I am real.”
She narrated hearing God’s voice calling her three times and assuring her of his ever presence in her life.
“Yes, I have seen your pain and I have been there through it all. Yes, I AM. Then, for about an hour, God showed me visions, and spoke to me about so many things in my life. The depth of this entire conversation and experience cannot be put in words. I will share in time,” she recounted.
Michelle revealed that she was sharing her experience out of obedience to God, believing that he wanted her to share her story to impact lives, as shown in one of the visions he gave her.
Ntalami broke her silence on social media on May 22, after a 9-month hiatus revealing that she was saved.
The revelation came after what she termed as a transformative encounter with God during one of her darkest times.
